Its already 2016 !!!

Assalamualaikum and hi

Harini 1 Januari 2016. A year older, I'm going to turn 21 on this upcoming September (haha macam dah tua kan)

Malam tadi orang lain countdown untuk new year, yet me and my roomate Ain Sofea Syahirah boleh buat lek tidur awal jam 10 (could you imagine that? takde apa celebration haha)

p/s: Ain ask me to mention that she is cute (yeah, tbh you are cute, and unique in your own way) teruskan jadi roomate cha okay ? Best roomate ever tau !

So, 2015 taught me well. There are some sweet moments, sad moments (moment aku nangis dan aku ugut diri sendiri untuk turun nangis kat bawah hujan jam 3 pagi) sebab sedih yang teramat. As time flies, I learn how to become strong, how to act like nothing happen even sometimes its not my only fault but people treat me like I'm the only one should be blame (tak fair kan?), I learn that I should remain silent when people scold me, because when I scold the others looks like I'm the bad girl. Its okay im getting used to be alone, i mean I'll be not depending on others. I'll be independent. 

Thanks for those who stay, and for those who leave, goodbye then. 

So here is something that I want to share. Yesterday, I asked a friend of mine how do he think about me ? What is his impression ? (I'm so eager to know how people see my behavior looks like) So here is what he replied...

Yeah i know he spell my name incorrectly haha but i dont mind tho. He describes me very well eventho we're not too close to each other (he is my coursemate, classmate, and a good friend too). Part banyak couple tu hahaha paling win biasalah lagi lagi zaman sekolah bukan betul sangat haha. 

Btw, its true that I am not an easy person that easy to give up on myself, but when i do perhaps its the highest limit that I reached and I can't stand any longer. When i cried, that means its already beyond my limit and i couldn't stand hiding it alone anymore. Crying make me much better tau.

My 2016 dreams are....

1. keep strong and always have faith in Allah
2. struggle in my studies (if possible i want to reach at least one time being first class dean)
3. be a good girl, I don't want to mind others problem
4. keep loving people who love me too especially family and friends
5. having a good diet (I'm a big eater haha so I should lower it or else i get fat haha)
6. take care of relationship with people around me

There are many more dreams but I'm too lazy to write em because I dont know if I'm able to achieve or not hahahahha

Future planning

Assalamualaikum

Oi tengok tajuk macam over je konon kan nak plan pasal future (padahal degree life tak habis lagi uhuks) eh kisah pulak sukati la nak tulis apa kan haha. Ye iols tahu baru umur 20 masih mentah kata orang tua gitu tapi takpe kite plan aje. Kena ada aim tau dalam life ni baru semangat nak terus hidup haha

Lately banyak usha post kat fesbuk la especially sebab tu je medium kat laman sosial yang selalu aku bukak, pasal beli rumah pertama. Apa kauorang ingat dah kerja je ke baru nak pikir pasal rumah ? A BIG NO ! ha tapi aku belum lah lagi nak beli, duit pun takde haha just tengok pengalaman orang, cerita beli rumah, berapa harga market value semua tu. kena tahu and kena peka dengan percaturan masa sekarang tau

Okay yang kedua uhuks pasal kawin hahaha. No no aku bukan nak kawin awai pun tp saja la tengok orang book photographer, videographer tu pun dh dekat 2 ribu nakk haha. ye aku tahu mahal tapi kawin ni once in a lifetime kot and tak salah spend duit kan untuk hari bahagia kita ewah haha. lepastu tengok pasal doorgift la, wedding dress la (ni aku plan nk sewa je malas tempah sebab pakai sekali je kot) then catering lagi dh mungkin dekat 3 ribu camtu peh high cost gila. Tapi aku masih berkira kira untuk cut cost mana mana yang boleh jimat. See kat sini dah bagus dah future planning tu takde lah kelam kabut masa time nak kawin nnt ihiks

Lagi apa eh, plan aku nak beli gajet hehehe iphone, camera canon tu peh lawa gambar and baguslah untuk orang yang suka bergambar cam aku ni hihi. Takpe part yang ni boleh kumpui duit slow slow takyah kabut pun takpe hihi. kenapa nak beli gajet gini ? apa ? membazir ? tak la sebab aku nak capture moment indah dalam hidup ni. dan boleh cuci gambar tu dan masukkan dalam album gambar and nanti masa old times boleh la acah imbau kenangan muda muda dolu hahaha.

What matter is yang penting aku nak habiskan dulu degree, dapat degree kerja dulu kumpui duit, bahagiakan family, baru kawin. lepas setel kawin kita pikir life lepas kawin. pasal rumah, groceries (eh ni penting tau nak bajet duit beli barang k haha ) , pasal anak anak ewah kawin pun belum haha, pasal banyak lah.

Doakan aku capai life goal ni ye ? Thanks

Jom payung gambar aku di mekap kan haritu...

gambar mekap (atas) vs gambar tak mekap (bawah)

so which is better ? hahahhaha sekali sekala nak merasa di make up tu boleh lah kan, nak selalu memang tak lah. rimas i hahaha cukuplah tempek bedak sikit, lipbalm. setel ~

Appreciation post ?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Proper je kan aku bagi salam ha ( jawab jangan tak jawab hahaha )

So harini aku nak introduce seorang coursemate yang aku rapat, well actually rasanya start rapat masa sem 2 kot. Maybe sebab kitaorang banyak satu kelas hihi. And and and best part is she has the same name with me which is ....... Aisyah (yeay) ahahaha

Jap jap kite kasi can satu gambar die..

Ha tengok kasut sama, tudung sama but tu memang unexpected sebab serius tak ada rancang pun pakai sama hihi. Kebetulan sungguh kan

Ok aisy, kat sini cha nak cakap thanks sebab stay kawan dengan cha even cha tahu im not a good friend pun. Tapi aisy ada time cha nak meluah, time rasa nak menangis meroyan sampai satu masa cha kata nak nangis kat bawah hujan lebat masa malam yang cha down tu (walaupun acah je sebab tak berani turun sensorang haha) thanks sebab layan kite punya annoying-nesss thanksss

Dan thanks jugak sebab jadi groupmate yang ohsem daboomm ah semua. Tak dinafikan yang aisy memang sangat pandai and i love the way you think yet you are so humble about yourself. 

What important most is that please stay as my friend kalau boleh kita kawan sampai syurga ok ?

Kejap english kejap bm haha sorry terabur ayat

So maybe this is like an appreciation post for you walaupun kita tahu kita tak sweet mana (erk) tapi kita nak aisy tahu yang kita sangat teramat lah menghargai aisy sebagai kawan kite. 

Anddd satu lagi.. kite taknak tengok aisy menangis lagi ok. Benda yang dah lepas kita buang jauh jauh. Ambil yang jernih buang yang keruh (betulke peribahasa aku ?) hahaha remember big girls dont cry okay. In case ada apa apahal nak cerita ke meluah ke come to me. Im a good listener and counsellor to ihiks

Okay tu je taknak sweet sangat nanti diabetes haha. Dah jangan lupa siapkan assignment twins tu hahahah (nyempat je kan uhuks) dan take care always. Sayang aisy (cewah)

Okbai